i cant sleep

Haliburton is pulling out of Iran due to "poor business environment"

The internet is replacing tv, the tv replaced radio, radio replaced reading out loud, and reading replaced the oral tradition of story telling.... before that... grunting, hitting, eating, sleeping and fucking?

We've had countless gods, alot of gods, a few gods, one god, no god..... dogs?

Since 2000 b.c.e Pi has still equaled the same thing, 3 point......... something...

Government Sanctioned Genocides (to name a few): Peqout Indians, 1637 by English Government Settlers. Minniconjou Sioux, 1890 by United States Government. Armenians, 1915-23 by Ottoman Turkish Government. European Jews,1939 by Nazi German Government. Cambodians,1975 by Cambodian Khmer Rouge Government. Tutsis, 1990 by Rwandan Hutu Government. Bosnian Serbs, 1990 by Croatian and Serbian Governments.

Is it possible to declare War on War itself? If you can declare war on terrorism, I don't see how this is much of a strech. And wouldn't declaring war on war just be declaring PEACE? The American government might be more willing to listen to the idea of peace if it were put in such terms.

"Look at it this way: Think of how stupid the average person is...and realize, half of them are stupider than that." George Carlin

Why is it that the two biggest proponents of bull shit don't have to pay taxes? (Churches and Corporations) and why do they both start with the letter C? Other things that start with the letter C that can lead to shittyness: Conservatives, Coke, Crack, Cancer, Cheney, Condoleeza, Cotton Picking, Crabs, Castration, Catholics, Cencorship, Cigarettes, Congressman, Conquest, Consumption, Constructs (social), etc......

How can you be pro-life if you insist that a woman can't have an abortion, even if it will save her life?

Jewish settlers refuse to pull out of the Gaza Strip.... Can anyone from anywhere settle in Israel for religous purposes? Ahhh I now understand why you can't convert to Judaism. Who made the rule only one religious homeland per region of the world? Someone teach these assholes how to share.

The top two activites that take place in a Hotel or Motel are sleeping and fucking... at a distant 3rd... making a fort.

a nice little dinner

Ok decided I'd add a few recipies to my site... i should do this more frequently, maybe even add a few of my own but for now here are a couple.

This is a great simple lamb recipe... I just used regular bread crumbs rather then sourdough and it worked out quite wonderfully. You can also replace the shallot with a regular cooking onion.
Hmm I cant find the other ones, ill do it later.

Also the CBC and CBC newsworld are actually great TV channels:
Tonight at 10 on newsworld the documentry "Journey's with George".
On monday on CBC the Sundance Award Winning Documentry "Shake Hands With the Devil", which I highly reccomend that everyone watch it.
On tuesday "Legendary Sin Cities", which explores Berlin, Paris, and Shanghai in between the first and second world wars.

Imposing Democracy on the World

The Genealogy of Wall Street Crime

a little poetry

Here is one of my Favorite Poems: Yeats was deeply involved in politics, and i think it is quite apparent in his work.

The Second Coming -- W. B. Yeats

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all convictions, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

a unified theory of every

Apparently you can watch NOVA online!! My internet connection is pretty shitty, but if you have a good one, I highly reccomend it. "the elegant universe" is a worth while watch.

A death penalty I could actually support.

Lately I've been thinking... how many of my friends or aquantinces would have ratted me out to the authorties if we were living in either Nazis Germany, or McCarthist America... I think alot of my old girlfriends would have turned me in sooner or later. What does this reflect more on: the way I treat woman, or my opinion in politics? ergh

Amber's blog.

watched farenhype 9/11 skip me, unless interested

It is the weekend. Joy! I watched fahrenhype 9/11 yesterday, because I was curious about the rebuttal the republicans might have to Moore's movie. I could go through the film pointing out the ridiculous flawed arguments, and the fact that you have washed up actor Ron Silver being used as your primary source of information regarding foreign policy (side note, Ron Silver was a lifelong Democrat until the war on terrorism started, he spoke at the 2004 Republican convention, since the convention he has pulled his head out of his ass, and is now an independent)..... The film doesn't give any reasons or explanations for why the attacks took place, but rather just shows a montage of people crying, and plays off of emotions of sadness and fear inorder to justify their deranged agenda.
There was one very weird comment from Dick Morris "We lined up outside to give blood... but then it became apparent... we didn't need to give blood that day.... because everyone was dead!"

Anyhow before I get carried away, I must give the film a lot of respect in the fact it does a great job of showing America's problems with their government is not isolated to just the current Bush administration. America has been crooked and fucked up for a very long time... the subject is tiresome... Either you are capable of intelligent independent thought, or your not. .. or your so subjective you don't really have an opinion on anything.

debt?

Does anyone have any information regarding Nation's foriegn or external debt?
I've tried to find a few things, but i'm either looking at the wrong data, or I just can't understand it. This site explains types of debt. America currently owes itself $427 billion dollars ( i think this is right) This IMF site lists how much money countries are in public and foriegn debt.
And if I am reading this correctly this is just america's current external debt payment plan... so over the next two years they will be paying about $2,835,642,000,000, and $1,359,410,000,000 is just on interest alone. But how much does anyone owe in total? I haven't the faintest fucking idea.

If anyone knows more about this, any assitance would be greatly appreciated.

Bloodiest day in Iraq to date... Though the war hasn't been reciving that much coverage lately, expect things to heat up over the next few days as the election starts on the 30th. Expect over the next few months to see america putting more pressure on Iran over nuclear weapons, going to the U.N, the UN rejecting America's plea, Bush saying to the american people that the UN is getting in their way again, and the bombing of Iran to begin this summer.

why Canada should be following the Social-Democratic model of the Nortic Nations

A fabulous article that discusses the failure of the American system, the delusions of the american dream, and the reasons why most intelligent countries are begining to emulate social-democracies such as Sweeden, Finland, etc...

note: The only Canadian political party that is in favour of adopting the social-democratic system in Canada is the NDP. We can either embrace this wonderful system and be a leading example to our neighbours to the south or continue to slide into the shitters following a neo-conservative/liberal attitutde.

Which will lead to more of the same shit we've been reciving since the early 80's: longer work hours, less pay, fewer jobs, poorer working conditions, shitty environment, useless education system, increase in crime, no health care ( the United States is the only developed democracy without a universal guarantee of health care, leaving about 45 million Americans uninsured), more political coroption, less representative government, dangerous foriegn policy, isolation, increased racial tension, increase in child poverty rate... I could go on but you get the idea.

a taste of Einstein

sorry I couldn't resist. But you've got to think that a man who is so fucking smart that he can come up with the the theory of relativity has got to have something interesting to say about existence itself. And if anyone gives me shit for copyright infringment you can go fuck yourself, thoughts and information should be free for all, anything that has a price, is not worth knowing or has had a price injustly placed upon it.

"And yet everybody has certain ideals which determine the direction of his endeavours and his judgments. In this sense I have never looked upon ease and happiness as ends in themselves--such an ethical basis I call more proper for a herd of swine. The ideals which have lighted me on my way and time after time given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Truth, Goodness, and Beauty. Without the sense of fellowship with men of like mind, of preoccupation with the objective, the eternally unattainable in the field of art and scientific research, life would have seemed to me empty. The ordinary objects of human endeavour--property, outward success, luxury--have always seemed to me contemptible."

"This topic brings me to that worst outcrop of the herd nature, the military system, which I abhor. That a man can take pleasure in marching in formation to the strains of a band is enough to make me despise him. He has only been given his big brain by mistake; a backbone was all he needed. This plague-spot of civilization ought to be abolished with all possible speed. Heroism by order, senseless violence, and all the pestilent nonsense that does by the name of patriotism--how I hate them! War seems to me a mean, contemptible thing: I would rather be hacked in pieces than take part in such an abominable business. And yet so high, in spite of everything, is my opinion of the human race that I believe this bogey would have disappeared long ago, had the sound sense of the nations not been systematically corrupted by commercial and political interests acting through the schools and the Press."

"The fairest thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion which stands at the cradle of true art and true science. He who knows it not and can no longer wonder, no longer feel amazement, is as good as dead, a snuffed-out candle. It was the experience of mystery--even if
mixed with fear--that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, of the manifestations of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which are only accessible to our reason in their most elementary forms--it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute the truly religious attitude; in this sense, and in this alone, I am a deeply religious man. I cannot conceive of a God who rewards and punishes his creatures, or has a will of the type of which we are conscious in ourselves.
An individual who should survive his physical death is also beyond my comprehension, nor do I wish it otherwise; such notions are for the fears or absurd egoism of feeble souls. Enough for me the mystery of the eternity of life, and the inkling of the marvellous structure of reality, together with the single-hearted endeavour to comprehend a portion, be it never so tiny, of the reason that manifests itself in nature."

getting old

In the past few months I've started to see all the tell tale signs, that you and your friends are getting old.
I remember around christmas time, attending a party with my brother (though it was his friends) a conversation about mutual funds, and savings accounts. Last weekend my friends were discussing random pains they get in parts of their bodies. People now discuss life after university, and what they are going to do once they have recived their degrees...
Move back closer to home, travel, move to toronto, go to another school, etc...
Another common conversation is visa bills, and how much debt people are in.

The 20 something mid life crisis. I for one don't really mind aging. You can't stop it, so why get bent out of shape over it? I've started to really like classical music, I can grow a beard, and I generally only watch the news on TV.... and dear god I even wear old man slippers. If I had any posessions I would go write a will. ahh yes stipulations for my funeral, burn me on a large open fire, and bag pipe players would be nice... maybe the bob dylan song "restless farewell" could be played.

Anyhow accept your aging, and do it with grace. Nobody like some cranky fuck thats misserble about everything.

Well after watching the movie Pi I was reminded of my love of certain books I remember reading in my youth. Michio Kaku's HYPERSPACE and VISIONS.
These were very interesting books. I also started reading Albert Einstien's "The World as I see it", which I downloaded off of the internet. If you would like a copy of it, just post a comment with your email address, and I will send it to you. The book starts off with a couple great quotes

"Only individuals have a sense of responsibility." --Nietzsche
""a man can do as he will, but not will as he will" -- Schopenhauer

I reccomend reading it, but then again, what the fuck do I know.
may everyone obtain all of the love that they are entitled to... how much love is that? I don't know you decide.

return from self-abuse

well after not drinking an ounce of alcohol on saturday and sunday my brain seems to have to returned to a some what normal state.

Before you decide not to read any futher, here is an article about Robery Kennedy Jr.'s (a.k.a JFK's brother Bobby Kennedy' son ) feelings about american and its current fascist regime.

I saw the movei Pi for the first time last night, and I fucking loved it. OOhh such a cool movie, and reccomend it to all.
Here is a decent website that talks about Pi but it has an annoying french computer voice that lists out the # of pi. Right click on it, and it should shut up.

For those of you who remember movies like terminator or short circut, this "robot soldier" should look fairly familiar. It seems the american government has found a solution around the problem of troops dying. I am very curious to see how it will perform against the insurgents. I'm sure they won't have a hard time destroying this $200,000 killing machine, made by the lovely fuckers at the Carlyle Group.
If you don't know anything about the Caryle Group, I highly reccomend renting the film (though it maybe hard to find) "the world according to Bush". You can also see how the Martin Government is losely associated with this group of warmongering profetiers, via the newly appointed Canadian Ambassador to the United States (effective March 1st) Frank McKenna, who was a member of the Advisory Board for Carlyle.
Having important figures of our government being in bed with the Bush administration is the worst possible thing we can have our government do.
For all of you Liberal/Conservative supporters that think we should be getting closer with the current American administration... I ask you, for what purpose? To stop the ban on beef? The Brits went along with the Yanks in Iraq, and what have they recived in return?
When Brian Mulroney had his head up Reagan ass what did we get in return? NAFTA, and what has NAFTA done for the Canadian economy? We still don't have any guranteed access to American markets... and i point to cases such as the following in regards to the Chapter 11 rule in NAFTA:

The first major case, the notorious suit of the Ethyl Corporation over the banning -- on the grounds that it was a neurotoxin -- of the gasoline additive MMT, settled out of court by Canada with a USD $13 million payment and an apology, assaulted Canadian health and environmental governance. It revealed, Clarkson finds, "how Canadian environmental policy, once thought to be the purview of the sovereign legislature, has been taken hostage by continental governance. Under the superconstitutional aegis of Chapter 11, the issue is no longer the classic Canadian question of which government -- federal or provincial -- can initiate an environmental regulation. The issue now has become whether any government could initiate such legislation if it jeopardizes the interests of a foreign company." The polluters, he notes, end up "being paid to keep on polluting."

Agghhh this is getting to long...

For those of you, that still know very little about Dick Cheney, the Vice President of the United States, click here and read me.

i have given myself brain damage

blogs won't be very exciting for the next while seeing that I can no longer use my brain.

i am sorry brain... at least you don't have it as bad as my liver.

errrrrrr

Celebrating Bryan's birthday is dangerous...

i couldnt make a choice

I found myself standing in the juice section of the local grocery store asking
"hmmm do I want Orange Juice, or do I want some Grapefruit Juice?" I enjoy both so much, generally prefer grapefruit juice... but anyhow, there it was, Grapefruit and Orange Juice in 1!!

Hot damn, I don't even have to make a choice, I can have both!!! So I purchased the item thinking I could have the best of both worlds. Sadly this like many things in life, doesn't always pan out.
I have my breakfast and drink my hybrid fruit juice, and I find myself craving a glass of grapefruit juice, or even a glass of orange juice would be better then this shit! I'm left unsatisfied, thirst not quenched, and a strong desire for a tasty citrus drink still remains.

Lesson learned. Don't be indecisive. Choices aren't what's important, it's the decision that you make that is... or rather don't buy shitty hybrid juice

tip: When I usually can't make a choice, I flip a coin and let it make my choice for me... Pennies do serve a purpose! that and putting them on the train tracks to make them look cool.... remember the bull shit stories kids would tell about trains going off of the tracks because of kids putting coins on them.
Man kids are fucking dumb.

firepoll ya woman

Those are chorus song lyrics to some 70s rock tune i heard on the radio. It was quite fucking funny. I'm not sure what firepolling your woman intails, but it cant be bad.

Also Bright Eyes is comming to montreal and toronto next weekend. He is fairly good, and recently got a 4 star review. You may not like it, cause its nothing earth shattering, but the tune "landlocked blues" is fairly good, and very dylan-esq.

i get about 20 hits a day, and no comments... people dont like commenting apparently.

its too cold to walk anywhere

It is so fucking cold outside, it sucks. And apparently god answered one of my requests.
I asked once "If there's a god would he please kill who ever made these annoying fucking adds."
At the age of 44 he is dead.
King George?
A report in the New Yorker has claimed that American Special Forces have been snooping around Iran so that they know what shit to blow up when they invade the country.. well obviously i'm not really one for words.. So read me.. and read me.
My internet connection is getting fucked up, and I have to go to bible studies.

Happy Martin Luther King Day

Another great man that was shot for his attempts for the redistribution of wealth in America.

You most likely aren't aware of this because Kings later works, or rather the last years of his life for the most part are ignored by the general public. What TV viewers see is a closed loop of familiar file footage: King battling desegregation in Birmingham (63), reciting the dream of racial harmony at the rally in Washington (63), marching for voting rights in Selma, Alabama (65), and finally lying dead on the motel balcony in Memphis (68). What the fuck happened between 65 and 68 you might ask? The civil rights acts were passed in 64 and 65. King began challenging the nation's fundamental priorities. He maintained that civil rights laws were empty without "human right" - including economic rights. For people too poor to eat at a restaurant or afford a decent home, King said, anti-discrimination laws were hallow.

Nothing that a majority of Americans below the poverty line were white, King developed a class perspective. He decried the huge income gaps between the rich and the poor, and called for "radical changes in the structure of our society" to redistribute wealth and power.

By 67 King was also one of the most prominent opponents to the war in Vietnam. He was also highly critical of America's foreign policy, and called the United States "the greatest purveyor of violence in the world today."

I could go on, but I have to get to class. So sorry Mr King, the gap between the rich and the poor is even bigger then it was in your day, foriegn policy is still fucked, and people are just as fucking racisit. Only 1 black man in the Senate, and if you saw black neigbourhoods today... I wonder if even you would give up hope.

from Colorado, where my sister lives.

lack love

a song for or not for your listening pleasure....

apparently somepeople don't realise my msn leads to this website

Apparently when my name on msn is jameswindsor.blogspot.com
people don't think its a website.... well it is. I'm not sure what you thought it was, but now you have found it.

The last entry seemed a little negative, and dark. I don't want people getting the wrong impression, so here is some kind of soft, puppy dog like, feelings, gay things, flowers, pretty smells, jesus loves the little children, virgins, snow white turtle doves.....
you get the idea.... creation of mine.

now you to can hear what its like sitting in a room with me alone while i stroke my bitch (guitar).
its just as random and unedited as everything else on my blog. Actually thats a lie, its broken into two parts, one and two.
And for real musical pleasure here are two songs from my friend Andrew Forsythe. He's too much of a pussy to sing, but I guess his musical genius makes up for it.

and yes I find blogs entertaining... maybe you should make one aswell? Don't be shy... It feels good to create something. When was the last time you made something? The least you can do is get some good use out of the webcam or digital camera your parents bought you and put pictures of yourself naked on it. Wouldnt daddy be proud!

Ju Ju Ju Jesus!!

things my generation should be proud of (some of them you actually should be proud of... kind of..but not really) (ignore all spelling mistakes and gramatical errors, I am not going to proof read the fucking thing. I don't do it for the essays I hand in, why would I do it for my blog?):

- anorexia, belemia, breast implants, botox (sorry mom), and lypo suction.
- Logo's, brand names, consumerisum,
- The wars in Iraq, Genocide in Europe, the middle east, and africa (eat your heart out Nazi Germany)
- Neo-cons, the destruction of the welfare state (get a job you bumbs! I don't care if you are actually insane and should be in a mental institute, look at the president, he's fucking nuts and he's got a great job), privitization and the destruction of countless natural resources.
- SUVs!!! (Fuck you hippies! Fuck going on the bus with other people! Im gonna drive a car that can run over buses!! Im fucking RAMBO, Im gonna strap a fucking gattling gun on my hummer) The War on Drugs, patents on drugs that will cure your artherits but kill you, Prozac for ALL!!! Forgetting about Aids, partial cure for aids but making it cost so much only the rich can afford it (and not because its expensive to make, but purely because you invested so much money into reasearching it, you want to make sure you make your money back. Can I get the money I spent of that red ribbion back?.... thanks drug companies, you don't have enough money as it is, take some of mine.)
- Saying no to getting rid of all nuclear weapons. Making more of them and putting them in space!! Saturday night live going to shit! The IMF!!!! The Rolling Stones corporate sponsered tours with nose bleed seats only being $100 so you can hear all those songs you love listening to on Car add comercials during shitty american football!! OH fuck I almost forgot, CHALLENGING THE CALL!!! If pro sports werent slow enough, and interupted by annoying comercials all ready!! YAYAYAYA.
- Viagra and other penis pills, because you are never too old or pyschologically fucked up to have a hard on!! Come over here GrandMa!!
- The Ban on Assault Rifles in America... then getting rid of the ban!!! FUCKING COLUMBINE and all the other kids that got blown away while trying to swallow the shitty education the system feeds them.
- Standardized TESTING!! Cause everyone needs to be judged exactly the same.
- UNIONS and increased wages, and workers rights.... oh wait these things are frowned upon and are being taken away in my generation. Lets all negotiate individually, and then not tell eachtoher what we earn so we can all earn less collectivly!!! YAaa fun!!!
WALMARTS!! OOOhh I wanna get paid as little as legally possible to smile and say "hello" to every depressed housewife that enters this shitty store. I NEED LOTS of cheap shit!!
- The really big SHOPPING cart!! Making fun of kids that wore cheap clothes to school because their father was a drunk and spent all of their money on booze... Come on, you know somebody that made fun of these kids.. maybe you were one of them! Maybe you were the poor kid that was getting made fun of... most likely not, most of my friends are rich.
- YAAAaaaa I'm of an elite social class.
- Ann Coultier, Bill O Rilley and the FOX NEWS Channel! All media outlets being owned by 5 corporations, because our viewpoint on existence isn't limited enough! WOOT.
- Virtual girlfriends rather then real ones!!
- More poverty and starvation in the world despite our ability to produce food becoming easier on a daily basis!!!!!
- Gay rights movements and then telling them they can't get married... Oh who doesn't love teasing a queer.
- Crystal METH and GHB the date rape drug!!!!
- Girls fucking horses on the internet... Now theres no reason to visit the south!!
- September 11th and hating arab people!! Because racisim is so much fun... Lets make sure all blacks stay in shitty, crime infested neighbourhoods, I dont want my hip hop gangster music to no longer be authentic!!!
- 3 Strikes and your out law!! MORE FUCKING JAILS!! YEAAAAAAaa.
- The Mail in re-bate... Who doesn't love ripping off lazy people.
- Credit cards and more personal debt then ever before!!!!! Fucking services fees!! YEee more fun.
- University tuition being more expensive! Student debt is my friend!
- CSI and other stupid shows that don't have to follow a stream of logic or make any sense. Fuck you Sir Arthur Conan Doyle... Sherlocks got shit on that prick with the beard.
- Reality TV Shows... To show us how sad and pathetic some people are... wait whos more pathetic, the people on the show, or the fucking idiots watching it!!!!! In the words of master obwan. "Whos is more of a fool, the fool, or the fool that follows the fool."
- People coverting from Christianity to Jedi or whatever the fuck they are on Star Trek.
- The death of poetry, and it no longer being "cool" to read.
- The Atkins diet and that fat fuck who ate nothing but sub sanwhiches.
- Hollywood gossip replacing real news as peoples main source of "information".
- Me being an asshole and making fun of everything!
- BLOGSSSSSSS
- Holidays that you don't make sense and you have to work on!! AND DON't get paid time and a half!
- Cubicles and office chair Ass!!!! yeaa process those numbers you fucking monkies!
- Golf becoming a fucking cool "sport". Thanks tigger you fake negro! We have something in common though, we both love beautiful sweedish woman! YEAAAA!
- Everything incouraging girls to dress and behave like whores. Then having teenage girls and their mothers ridicule one another for actually being whores!! Makes sense to me!!
- People being convicted guilty and innocent of the same crime. YAA OJ. A black man beath the system!! We are making progress.
- Jews behaving like NAZIS!!! WHat a crazy world!!
- Movies being rated R for swearing and titties, and A for gratuteous violence. Because watching someone getting shot in the head doesnt fuck you up as badly as seeing two people kiss and then telling them that they "fucking love each other". (Suck it up Vietnam, and other war vets. The cencorship board said so.)

I should stop before i can't.

and this is why I shouldn't write after a night of heavy drinking and drug abuse.

Intellectual Whores

the two fastest growing industries in the world are:
porn and videogames.

and people say we aren't progessing towards world peace.
We can all "viturally" fuck and kill each other.

a guy in a bright green track suit witha purple hat bought all the tang in the grocery store. I stood their laughing, he didn't notice.

people are fucking weird... its kinda cool.

i miss kids in the hall, it was a great tv show. "who woudld screw you?"

oh sweet jesus

Have you ever thought about calling up your parents and asking them things you've always wondered? needless to say, you never actually do.

Don't be sad, someone might be in love with you and you don't even know it.
All though it is sad someone won't admit their love for you.
even sadder, you personally won't admit your love to someone else.

The probability of you disliking a friend or familiy member because you spend more time with them is just as probable as you liking them even more as you spend more time with them.

don't lend anyone you know money with the intention of ever seeing it back.
This will bring out the shityness in you. This shit causes divorce, murder, and other awful things.
Somepeople say money is the route of all hapiness. Well it goes both fucking ways, wether they are right or wrong.

People walk around naked when nobody else is around. So why don't people do this when people are around? Most of us are curious what other people look like naked. Are you really that ashamed of your penis, breasts, etc...

Lots of people sing in the shower but won't sing anywhere else. Apparently the reverb in the shower helps your confidence.

When was the last time you created something? Your house is filled with shit that other people have made. Wouldn't it be cheaper just to create your own shit?

Things are only worth as much money as you are willing to pay for them. In most parts of the world, cost is negotiable.

Don't spend alot of time trying to be "original". It is highly likely someone else has done it before. And when you are being original, it is only original because you won't tell people who you stole the idea from.

I asked a classroom "Would everyone who has lied at anypoint in their lives please raise their hand." Congratulations those of you who didn't raise your hand, are the least honest people in the room.

Telling people to calm down only makes them less calm. Why do people still tell people to calm down?

Everyone thinks they know how to live life "the right way". If you aren't apparently you aren't doing what you want to.

There is nothing worst then being a hypocrite.

Spending your entire life playing video games isn't a bad thing because you are't causing anyone any harm. You just make for really boring company.

You are fat because you eat to much, plain and simple. People that don't eat, aren't fat. This isn't quantim physics, just simple logic. Cause and effect.

Most people want honesty in a relationship more then any other charcteristic. It is true, we always want, what we can't have.

Someone wants to fuck your significant other. Be greatful.

Everything you want exists. How could you want something that you don't know about? If you can create a god, I can create peace and love, I just have to wrap my mind around it.

You spend more money on yourself then anyone else. We are all selfish, stop pretending your not.

Bible is greek for little books. Go read some bigger books you fucking moron.

That font looks stupid.

Things that people don't like to talk about: Religion, politics, sex, death, and sadness.
Things that are always in the news: Religion, politics, sex, death, and sadness.

Stop trying to pretend your not fucked up, its ok... the rest of us know.

Its just a car, it moves around, why do you treat it better then your wife and children?
it doesn't judge you.

Are you still in love with your ex-wife/husband? You must feel like you fucked up.

note to self don't blog when you are drunk...
My attempt to keep track of my alcohol consumption failed last night.
the last entries were: trays of shots, pitchers of beer... shit these shots are only a dollar.

last thing I remember. Dancing with some guy, and his mom..... weird

and now for something completly different

I woke up this morning with growing pains in my legs. What the fuck is with that? Maybe i'm going to be 7 feet tall by the time I die. Allen Ginsberg is fucking great!

I ordered a salad as my main course last night for the first time. It had shrimp in it.... I'm glad I'm not a vegertarian.
Q: Why are the servers in this city all so hot?
A: Because many of them are, and if not, keep in mind they are serving you ALCOHOL.

My substance abuse log is going incredibly well, here it is from last night (in no specfic order):
1 bottle of beer
1 glass of red wine and then 1/4 of a glass of red wine.
1 shooter, and 1 glass of red wine.
1 gin martini. 1/2 of laurens drink cause she didn't want it.
1 glass of beer.
1 rye and ginger. 1 shooter. 1 shot. 2 more rye and gingers.
1 jenney's wet (a.k.a large girly martini... you didn't order it)

and now for a poem:

my relationship with my guitar

I've known my guitar for a long time now. Infact I can't really recall any time without her around.
She's always been there to pick me up when I was feeling down.
Get those funny feelings out from my loins.
Stand on a street corner, help earn some coins.
I've worked her in over the years.
Been drunk and mistreated her after too many beers.
The wear and tear of our relationship shows.
Sometimes I just used you as a place to hang my clothes.

But I must admit, from time to time I get annoyed with her.
She sounds flat, stale, and the other guitars begin to seem more appealing.
I see them in other players hands, they aren't around, I contemplate stealing.
I pick them up, take them home. Play em slow, play them hard.
Good for a night, and then discard.

I wake up the next day and I feel guitly and kinda sad.
What have I done? I've fucked up so bad. So easily ingored all the good times we've had.
My true baby is calling me back to her.
I pick her up, as if I never left. Tell her I love her, and stroke her softley.
Hope that she'll take me back, and of course she always does.
Treats me better then I could ever deserve.
She's sweet, familiar, and easy to play.
Whispers things in my ears, and tells me the right lyrics to say.
I feel bad and go out and buy her something new to wear.
New strings, a capo, and softer picks to show I care.
I love my first guitar, I hope she never leaves me.
Hey that piano over there looks like she would be a good time.

blog

fuck

americans give up looking for things that don't exist

For a group of people that dedicate their lives to worshiping an invisible man in the sky, you figure they might take a little longer looking for invisible weapons in the desert. Ah yes no insurgents to stop you from worshiping man in the sky.

I'm curious how the elections are going to go seeing that their are more Iraqi insurgents then American troops.
Apparently not everyone in Iraq gets to vote even if you manage to not get killed.

To all those who did, do, and continue to support the war in Iraq, may you all be sterile or never be capable of giving birth. Ok not for those of you who did but no longer do.

I am rich and poor at the same time.

A new thing of mine seems to be getting up before noon, going to a coffee shop, and blogging. It seems like a nice and and somewhat productive way to start a day. Seeing that people don't bother going to the links I post, I have decided to take little bits from the articles and then make them a link. The idea is that the small blurb will get your attention and seduce you into reading the entire thing... like a teasing slutty whore! ohh those sneaky whores.

"the slenderest knowledge that may be obatined of the highest things is more desirable than the most certain knowledge obtained of lesser things."
St. Thomas Aquinas

Here is a great article about Steve Forbes from the San Francisco Chronicle. Its short, its sweet, and its an easy read... so come on... read it....


The (heavily repeated) claim that CNN was a "liberal" news channel was always a source of great hilarity amongst genuine liberals and progressives. It's not hard to be a liberal channel in an environment dominated by companies such as Time Warner, Disney, and GE. Basically, being a liberal news channel in the US is like being a liberal person in Texas: just say that you favor lethal injection over the electric chair because it reduces the suffering of the prisoner and bingo! You're liberal. Dare to suggest that the US military might not be 100% right all of the time, and bingo! Your news channel is liberal.

During the 1990s, average worker pay barely outpaced inflation. But the most affluent 5 percent of families saw their incomes rise 111 percent. The inflation-adjusted incomes of the very top 1 percent increased 184 percent, from $454,200 in 1979 to $1,290,800 in 2000.

Corporate CEOs saw their pay soar 571 percent in the '90s, to a $10 million-plus average. An average worker would have to labor centuries, and in extreme cases a millennium, to equal what some of these plutocrats cart home in a year.

Yet, our tax codes are packed with special breaks for the affluent, and the Bush-era tax cuts are enriching them even more. Contrast that with the fate of a minimum-wage worker, paid $3.35 hourly in 1981, $5.15 since 1997. That is well below the poverty level, and too little, in most regions, to afford even a modest apartment. (Washington's minimum wage is $7.35, the highest in the nation.)

are you an alcoholic?

Here is a quiz you can take to see if you are an alcoholic.

I got a 35%, so what the fuck does that mean? I'm 35% a drunk.... fucking stupid quiz.

stupid fucking missile defence sheild

holy shit

i need to cut my hair.

Do SUV's make you stupid?
Is it possible that 50% of all the white upper class mothers in Oakville are stupid? highly likely!

2004 was a year that started with blood shed, and war, and ended with an awful natural disaster. In the words of that tori amos song that i like so much. ".... still pretty good year."

Once again a first hand opinion of the upcomming elections in iraq.

People don't read my blog cause it just blabs on about politics. Fuck what do i do! Im so narrow minded!! I think I'm going to have to start adding porn and pictures of me half naked. ya gotta do, what you gotta do.

the people are making progress. Michael Moore's Fahrenheit 9/11 wins the peoples choice award.

fixed my pictures

i seemed to have fixed the problem with the pictures. thank you angelo

yeeaaa!


shibby

i was drunk as hell last night

my attempt to add pictures to my blog isnt going as smoothly as i would like it to.

Here is an interesting peice from Rev, Fraser,
Im taking a couple interesting classes this semester "bible studies" and "the creative process". I will be using my blog as an outlet for these classes, so things should get exciting. Going to try and start adding a song of the week for download. Though it may just be the name of a song and ill reccomend you to download it from limewire.

explodingdog

I had a cold, got drunk, and now its gone. Does booze cure illnesses? According to several other people who have tried this, they say it does. Some also say e's even help. Comments!
Angelo is here for the weekend. Dangerous.

Drunk people

i feel like shit

I've been feeling like a sack of crap lately. A cold of some kind seems to be kicking the crap out of me. I havent been out since new years!! Fucking shitty I must say. So I've been laying in bed downloading music off of the internet. The lead singer from Men At Work (that 80's band with the song "We come from the land down under".. ya know the one where they talk about vegimite sanwhich" has a damn good solo album out. He's got a tune on the garden state soundtrack, so you may have heard it allready. These neocitrons aren't doing a damn thing, won't even knock me out or give me a decent buzz.
Was watching the OC tonight and they had a bunch of good fucking music on it, modest mouse tunes, "twilight" by Elliot Smith, and some other song that I can't remember. Ahh and the girl on the OC is the girl from the movie "Lost and Delirious". Lost and Delirious was the movie about the lesbian lovers at an all girls private school and was a Canadian production (filmed at Bishops), it was a damn good movie, and was on sometime over christmas. I could never remember the name of the film till recently. Things to look forrward to this year: New Stereophonics and Coldplay albums. new star wars movie.... thats all ive got so far.

matt good telling it like it is and top 10 bull shit

On Matthew Good's blog he talks about... ah just read the fucking thing, it is titled "Suddenly Saviors" and it is from January 3rd. its a winner!

My other post seems to not have posted.

Ten Preliminary Reasons Why the Bush Vote Does Not Compute, and Why Congress Must Investigate Rather Than Certify the Electoral College
Part One of Two

Green tea is good and "TIME" magazine is worst then Teen Magazine and bad hangover combined.

MediaMatters.org has put together a top 10 for the year 2004 of the stupidest things said on American News Networks. check it out.

everyone has a blog

Not much of a green zone anymore is it?

all the people that visit my site are bitches

That's right... you're all bitches. People visit the site, read it, sometimes they may even go to the links... but none of you gutless sacks of crap leave any comments.

something like "oooh shit that is interesting James"
or "James go fuck yourself you pompus cock sucker!"
or "oooh i love pants"